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pure nostalgia

ever look at your life and realize that you took the past for granted? and even with that new found wisdom, you can't stop the never ending circle? Cant stop thinking about the past and how much fun you had..e.x.t.r.e.e.m.e nostalgia you just wanna go back...even though things weren't that great. you had battles to deal with then, different than you have now. and you're living a lie. you have it better than you had it, but you were strangely happy back then

9th grade....

I met this guy named brandon, he changed my life. Every single day i hung out with him, i never regretted a second. Had SO MUCH FUN, he introduced me to true living he made me realize what a best friend was. Everytime i'm in a bind i look back to that moment. I realize that things weren't perfect but shit, it was fun....

I met this guy named matt now, he calls me beautiful. Sometimes i dont believe him, but i know i'm moving on. there is nothing to be truly sad about, so why do i miss the past like i do?


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Dec. 13th, 2004 04:19 pm (UTC)
i so know what you mean about taking the past for granted. when i was in high school, all i did was complain about how i couldnt wait to get the hell out. now that i actually am, i realize they were the best days of my life so far, & id kill to go back. lol.

Dec. 13th, 2004 06:51 pm (UTC)
I personally wouldn't trade this life for that one. I know that sounds horribly kitsch, but it's the truth. The old me was very despressed - I attempted suicide twice before I finally caught on to what my body was telling me. No thanks. No nostalgia for that.
Dec. 13th, 2004 09:21 pm (UTC)
Maybe we look to the past, because we're comfortable there. We already know what's going to happen, so we have nothing to be afraid. Unlike with the future, we have no idea what's behind thenext corner and so we keep looking back for the answers, when they're actually right in front of our faces and we just need to look forward instead of back. I look to the past a lot too, but right now I'm definitely looking towards the future. The future where I can move out and live my life for myself. Live my life as my own and no one can take that away from me. You just got to keep living til there's nothing left to live. And don't just live, you've got to be ALIVE.
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