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I wrote him a letter last night, it told him everything how i felt, about emotions, about what this kid did to me, and how it's over, there is no need to persue it. I told him about my childhood, and how everything was exactly the same with me, i was a child until i met him. There is a turning point for most, between youth and adolesscence. I am not an adult yet, nor do i wish to be, but i was an overdue adolescent. I told him how skeptical i was of him wanting to be my friend. What possible reason could he have? And i told him about how when i found out it was all for real, how shocked i was....I am still so shocked, what on earth does someone that good want with me? The last time someone that good wanted me....it turned out bad, terrible... and here he comes with everythng perfect around him and...i found who my real friends are.. and i'd do anything to keep them. I dont know if you'll ever undersatand. Nor will he. All I know is all i need to know, I'm the only one that really needs to understand this concept. thanks for listening :-)

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