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Homesick

I guess the thing is that I keep missing my Papa more and more, when I actually expected myself to rather grow accustomed to his absence . It's like being homesick. I was thinking about the whole concept of people being held from being able to enter the depths of heaven by their living family members. I don't want to do that to my Papa. I don't know if I believe in the concept.

I hope I don't scare or upset anyone with stuff I said in my last update. I decided to just 'get honest' like I planned to in my paper journal right there, because that's right where I was at the time.

In positive news, I do have a plan. I went back to plan A, the original. The flight attendant thing was actually just a lot more daring and discomforting than what I want to do more, the court reporter thing. It doesn't mean I won't become a flight attendant too. Believe you, me. I will make it happen; Height and all. Orr, maybe I will make travel a little more frequent on the pleasre side of life ^_~ mm. I am super nosy, and that will help me with the work LOL. I already had plan A so laid out and ironed down. Maybe it was an evasive behavior, to have allow such a strong urge to takeover & stray into the skies.

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