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I know that I was wrong as far as the whole circumstance goes. I can see how I was wrong overall. Still, I feel so hurt that my state of wellbeing is never even a priority. The phone comes first. The phone comes first? Why is it so impossible to wait? Why do I have to come running, come running in urgency to every non-emergency? I give credit to the fact that everything I am is because of my family, and suddenly it all turns to dust in the face of my request to recuperate? I am exanimate.

I manifested strength and energy from weakness and despondence.
Eagerly imparted my last spark of courage, and I'll never come to regret it.
Readily, I relinquished the only flicker of light to ever exist in my endless black insides.
I am devoured by emptiness
welcoming this instance;
Unbound, and Limitless.

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