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Dear God...

I feel like I'm falling away from you yet getting closer at the same time. it's so hard to explain. I don't even know how to describe. I'm sleepy and I shouldn't have started this so late, but I need to get it out. A question keeps coming to my head, How? how did you do it all? its so amazing, everything. I know that the little word "faith" is a big thing that is supposed to take care of everything, but why is it that you are the only one that it is truly safe to put all of faith in? I never have to worry that you are talking krap behind my back. I don't have to worry about you leaving me in the darkness alone, I never have to worry about such things that We seem to take for granted. Faith hurts. Especially since I want know know how. how did you do it? water is h2o, so in order to make water, you added one part hydrogen and 2 parts oxygen, but you created hydrogen and oxygen, how? that makes it so simple in my head, but was it? are we working so hard on this earth to figure out something that is useless? Why do we need to know every detail of every formation? Did you even know it was so amazing when you made it? What about souls? how is it that we're all so different? I know we're all raised differently and treated differently, amazingly enough, we all look differently, but even more amazing, nobody is the same at all, not one bit, well...maybe a bit. my head is spinning now. I should stop. But believe me God, before I come home, I will come up with soo many more questions.


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Nov. 2nd, 2005 04:04 am (UTC)
ur a marvelous writer
Nov. 6th, 2005 07:38 pm (UTC)
Nov. 12th, 2005 08:30 pm (UTC)
Wow - I can totally relate to that - the universe is amazing and I know I'll never figure everything out!

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