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read this conversation! i'm es0tericheart

Es0teric Heart: i got paid today
Indra Is Gr8: first check?or no
Es0teric Heart: yes
Es0teric Heart: it was good for a first check
Es0teric Heart: i expected like 44 dollars
Indra Is Gr8: how much
Es0teric Heart: 119
Indra Is Gr8: go sarah!
Es0teric Heart: :-D
Es0teric Heart: i made like 20 dollars less than jesse
Es0teric Heart: and he gets paid more
Es0teric Heart: so that means i out-worked him
Es0teric Heart: and christal was so pissed off that i got paid more than her
Es0teric Heart: she made me feel soo bad
Indra Is Gr8: lol
Es0teric Heart: and to top her night off
Es0teric Heart: she lost her entire wallet:-(
Indra Is Gr8: lol
Indra Is Gr8: damn
Es0teric Heart: birth certificate, drivers liscence, social security card, proof of insurance, and her paycheck
Es0teric Heart: --cashed
Es0teric Heart: and pictures she can't replace
Indra Is Gr8: damn!
Es0teric Heart: she is so opposite from me
Es0teric Heart: when shit happens to me
Indra Is Gr8: lol
Es0teric Heart: i look around me and i'm like
Es0teric Heart: jee...i wonder how many of the people i see have had trageties today
Indra Is Gr8: lol
Es0teric Heart: or, why are they in the middle of the street at 10 at night alone? i wouldnt do that. i wonder if everything is okay
Es0teric Heart: she sees people and are like
Es0teric Heart: "i am having a bad day, so i hope you get hit by a car"
Es0teric Heart: but she doesnt say it to them
Es0teric Heart: she says it out loud to me
Indra Is Gr8: damn
Es0teric Heart: and here i am praying for them because they are out at night
Es0teric Heart: i think the perfect place is somewhere in between us
Es0teric Heart: me and her
Es0teric Heart: you shouldnt worry about EVRYONE
Es0teric Heart: but you shouldnt hate evryone either
Indra Is Gr8: true
Es0teric Heart: i mean
Es0teric Heart: im still wondering about that man in the street
Es0teric Heart: did he do a condom run? or a 911 run?
Indra Is Gr8: LOL
Es0teric Heart: did he have the munchies? or was his wife pregnant and needed chocolate pudding?
Indra Is Gr8: LOL
Es0teric Heart: i learn when people are away from me, i teach myself lessons
Es0teric Heart: to savor every bite.
Es0teric Heart: not just food
Es0teric Heart: but you can start with food.
Indra Is Gr8: haha
Es0teric Heart: smell it, look at it, take in how it feels, how it sounds, how it tastes
Es0teric Heart: take small bites, savor it. its the same food weather you gulp or nibble
Es0teric Heart: listen to your body
Es0teric Heart: if your taking that much time, it will be easy
Indra Is Gr8: indeed
Es0teric Heart: is it really still hungry?
Es0teric Heart: or are you just bored/
Es0teric Heart: or does it just taste good?
Es0teric Heart: you might have been fuffilled if you had taken in the entire experience instead of just rushing through it
Es0teric Heart: it's called a lunch BREAK for a reason. so dont try to work or hurry through it
Es0teric Heart: sit and contemplate
Es0teric Heart: i realize when i pay attention to my food, i pay attention to the world
Es0teric Heart: i analyze what people say, instead of rushing to the end of the sentance
Es0teric Heart: stop and smell a flower for what it is, looks like smells like feels like
Es0teric Heart: taste and sound dont really fit in that one
Es0teric Heart: i also stop to look at myself
Es0teric Heart: and how i may hate things about myself, but that doesnt mean i hate myself
Es0teric Heart: and as much of me as i hate
Es0teric Heart: i love 10 times more of me
Indra Is Gr8: what has gotten into you?
Es0teric Heart: and i hope i never go back and join the rest of america, or even the world, rushing through life. i bet you so many people would be so much happier if they just look and see what God gave us
Es0teric Heart: he gave us DAY...he gave us NIGHT, he gave us stars and the sun, and food...and dreams...
Es0teric Heart: every experience throughout the course of a day is so different
Es0teric Heart: the sun moves around the sky, it is never staying in the same place, no matter how many times you look out the window
Es0teric Heart: the moon is the same, and the stars are the audience...
Es0teric Heart: i need to write this in my journal so i don't forget it
Es0teric Heart: ...i don't know but i hope it never leaves
Es0teric Heart: and really
Es0teric Heart: im the same person
Es0teric Heart: im just letting you know more of me
Es0teric Heart: how many people can honestly tell you what a pretzel smells like?
Indra Is Gr8: idk
Es0teric Heart: i can:-)
Es0teric Heart: ...i bet you that everything would be better with some sprinkled on love
Es0teric Heart: i see some of the pizzas, the way their made. the way they are timed to one minute. still, i could make a good pizza with love, in one minute. if she asks for tomatoes and jalapenos, it doesnt mean one on top of the other, it means a mix....

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so_grood
Jan. 21st, 2005 02:56 pm (UTC)
Aw. I love you.
I'm adding this to my memories ^_^
wrecktangle
Jan. 22nd, 2005 09:46 am (UTC)
I love you too! yay thx
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