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what comes of a broken heart?

my best friend is in jail. this time i barely care, it barely fazes me. not because i don't love him, just because it's happen so many times before. i don't know what to do anymore, all i know is that whatever i do, i can't fix it, and it wasn't my fault. just beause i wouldn't steal my mom's credit card to bail him out, doesn't mean he is in there because of me.

He is in love but not with me. i talked to his boo the other day and he was crying. i really wish that he loved me, but i have to realize that he barely even likes me anymore. he calls me his "best friend" that's krap! he doesnt even want to spend time with me anymore. maybe this is just the reality check that i need!

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bleckbleck2u
Jan. 12th, 2005 03:57 pm (UTC)
oo honey, i'm so glad u don't blame ur self anymore!!!
we havn't talked in forever :(
laurenxxx
Jan. 13th, 2005 12:23 am (UTC)
a broken heart heals but leaves a scar that still bleeds from time to time. but the scars on our hearts are what makes us who we are, so hating them is pointless because youre only hating yourself.

i hope everything gets better for you.
sweesidal_lust
Jan. 13th, 2005 07:53 pm (UTC)
hey love
once again, youre an amazing writer...and i like the new journal btw. goooorgeous! :p
narnar
Jan. 16th, 2005 10:44 am (UTC)
Hi, haven't talked to you in a long time. I am SOOOOOOO Proud of you for not blaming yourself because you SHOULDN'T! You did the right thing. I love you!
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