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Jul. 6th, 2004

Eve 6
Heart In A Blender


I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhines,
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out,
Find nothin but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion,
Rondezvous then I'm through with you.

I burn burn like a wicker cabinet,
Sharp wire and oh so frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful,
All sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall.
I hear the words in clips and phrases,
I think sick like gingerale,
My stomach turns and I exhale.

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhines,
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out,
Find nothin but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion,
Rondezvous then I'm through with you.

Zocal is where my mind stays,
But it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami?
Fold it up and just pretend,
Demented as the motives in your head.

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rhines,
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out,
Find nothin but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion,
Rondezvous then I'm through with you.

Make me blind when you get close,
Tie me to the bed post.
(repeat)

I would choke on the rhines,
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside.
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out,
Find nothin but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion,
Rondezvous then I'm through (now I'm through) with you.
(through with you!)

Rondezvous then I'm through with you.






Wow...yeah. how do songs always know how you feel? I decided I was happy for awhile...Then Brandon got his heart broken by someone. I can't stand it, watching him write love poems to this person...watching him lose sleep and shed tears over this person... I LOVE BRANDON... I DO!!! But he has to get his heart broken over someone else. not me...someone else. Not me....

I try to like people online but it's not like i'm ever gonna meet him. My online ex told me to die of aids and that i was a piece of shit today. I don't even care because I love brandon!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HIM!! and I hate seeing him hurt...it kills me. It makes me mad and kills me. I don't want anyone to see my journal anymore because I write such personal stuff in it. But I want everyone to see how beautiful Sirin made it!

I wanna put my tender
heart in a blender
watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion...

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(Anonymous)
Jul. 8th, 2004 09:53 pm (UTC)
eeeee!!!! egads sarah!!! I LOVE THIS SONG!!!! it used to be my fuckign theme song! well..i guess it still is..one of them...whenever i hear this song i cant help but stop and do nothing but that..hear the song. and sing like a mother fucker. lol
me.- i like signing like that.lolsumore
The tick-tock of the clock is painful,
All sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall

....i can still look though right?
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