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Tears in my soup

I just got off the phone with you. I am crying now. I am so depressed i dont think i've ever been so sad. There is nothing like knowing what you're missing out on. It's like i have no friends because i can't tell them what i'm going through without you, or that you're in hell. I cant wait to get the letter you wrote me. Maybe tomorrow. The mail comes tomorrow. I hope you get yours too. I want to hold u and hug u and kiss u and never ever let u go, but i dont even have the oppertunity to touch u. So close yet so far away. I dont give anyone two looks at school...just walk by and dont even care if people say hi or what. They have to chase me down and tackle me in order to get a word out of me. I'll put it bluntly, I just don't fucking care about anyone but you right now. I mean... I care but not the same...not the same.

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Nov. 13th, 2003 06:04 pm (UTC)
*hugs* im sorry you're so sad...i know how it feels when the person you need most in the world is a world away...
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