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Crazy Person Art

So i did somethin kinda strange.... i like it overall; The behavior replacement, but I wish i could get all super obsessive abt sht that matters....

The true beginning was a couple years ago; with the whole picking at myself,skin, excoriation, fa word that specifically means scar making) hair meditative whatever... there was this song (lyrics)
It still makes me so emotional, like it was meant for me composed by someone who is G


THE COUNTER
Psapp

Siphon off top layers
Leave an etching in the dirt
Tracing passed the history
To date back to the hurt

Fingers leave a trail on me
A map of what I've done
Each hair that grows precisely
Shows a timeline, and my sum

And you don't know the weight
The clicking of the counter
I won't show you the weight
And its worth

Walk into a new room
And your static lingers still
Trace of grease from un-socked feet
Is mine to smudge at will

Fingers leave a trail on me
A map of what I've done
Each hair that grows precisely
Showsa timeline, and my sun

And you don't know the weight
The clicking of the counter
I won't show you the weight
And its worth

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It was my first plan to add the picture to my notes and describe what i saw, but then i accidentally exited the app and lost my note! So i ended up doing this. You see, I was working on a few songs all day; And my head was full of music. I notice that all the letters are either in the musical scale, in my name, or in the song titles I was working on. I have a lot of shapes connected to make other shapes. Crazy person, I know- But I was tracing the symbols I see already on my skin, I can still see the little yellow symbols on the original. Didn't realize i zoomed so close. (Crazy person) lol but yeah, i like the,"rather •. Actually; (why am I abashed ti admitt?)
i fucking love it❣
I don't know how much time i spent..




I see this more of behavior modification therapy than art....and i fucking fucking live it

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