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I refuse to lie down

"Please God, don't take her away from me. I need her here so much!"

I constantly plead in prayer these days. Be still my soul. I can feel Him telling me that he isn't taking her today, and unless I shatter her by dying before her, I will eventually have to part with her. No matter how far away the date, I must prepare for this as the most merciful fate.

I don't think its a form of ignorance or denial to have a certain realistic hope. It's considered terminal because it's incurable, but it is still treatable. There is a drug Vargatef/Nintedanib, causes blood vessels to repair themselves, and stop flowing to tumors; Slows the rate of cancer metastasis, and lengthens remissions, could potentially cause a complete response.
I am currently doing rounds of debate with her chain of doctors to get it in her treatment plan; Searching for clinical trials...Anything I can think of.

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