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Dear Ampa I want a companion. I used to feel so close to you. I feel close to you still but I feel the desire for a peer companion.
I see so many people around who have companions which are not me, and they all seem to communicate better: more efficiently, eagerly, and interested in each other than they ever are in me. I can't tell if I want to change, because I think I like myself. But I know that I don't like my life.

People rarely respond to my text messages. I don't know what i'm doing wrong, but as a collective- like, everyone I know; for example,- it is very discouraging.
I know I'm not absolutely overreacting just because I allow a matter of between 72 hours, and 14 days to pass, before I determine my message ignored.
-just to try to account for life and busyness and whatever else may, but still be fair to the perspective of what's going on.
I don't knowww wtf😪
I am a failure as a human, though I never was, and never will be human; just hopelessly reduced to trying to squeeze into an impossible mold that I'm never going to fit in; because it isn't where i came from, or where i belong.

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