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Breaking patterns

I caught a glimpse of the killer's eyes
They shined as beautifully as those of the love of my life
and the current captor of my eye

So many of my wishes involve you.
I have fears that fool me into stagnance. I think about you every single day
One song, after one song, after another song; Even instrumental songs are all about you

The soothing sincerity of my trust in God is my only hope
I really do trust in God with all that I am. I've thanked God for not granting things I've asked of Him before.
Shame, Shame.
I feel shame for all that I know I could be; Yet, am not.
I pray for the strength, and wisdom to be guided to maximize my full potential.

My grandma is so afraid she's going to die. She really wants me to get a job. 1. Because she has been majorly supporting me for a long time, and 2. Because I told her how I made myself move available when I found out Papa was dying, and to her when she needed me to be the caretaker.  My mom wants me to live out my real passion, and make my life a fiber of my dreams. I am very grateful for both of these outlooks. I am terrified. I can't see straight ugh how annoying.

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