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Unmortal

Since I have professed to God that I would rather live in love with Am (Him) than any mortal man, I have experienced a marked decrease in my sexuality. I am trying so hard to embrace this, instead of letting the fear of change push it away again. I felt more balanced than ever in my life; When I didn't have a sexual orientation. The only reason I sought to change my circumstance, was because I didn't realize how impermanent it was.

If I am able to successfully return to such state, I will maintain it as long as I possibly can. GOD I WOULD LOVE TO BELONG TO *ONLY* YOU FOREVER. I feel so stupid not to have realized the beauty, the value, and the magnitude of such a freedom, to not be concerned with mortal love.

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I'm not so into Mr. Comfort Bone (previously named AudacitHe), because of what I said about him earlier: My sister told him about my feelings, so they are no longer safe to harbor! (I refuse to be a cultivation of comfort rather than of dashing bravery.) This is also why I changed his name. Pickled-Herring-Brain was perfectly named, and he is also a perfectly picked herring brain. I need a friend who makes me feel stupid again. Ahhh I love it when that happens; Specifically when they do so, by displaying impressive intellect. It INSPIRES ME DEEPLY, RAH!

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