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"Love in Sadness- Jason Mraz" this song played 8 times in a row on my Ipod, while on SHUFFLE (not repeat!) just after we lost Papa. It's not falsified to say that he found God ♥

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Lyrics-
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Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god so inevitably well,
It still exists pale and fine. I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried

[A message to say, "Hey, I made it home safe! I'm visiting with God!" //I was terrified over the concept of 'cremation', because I was unsure whether a soul was to rest within the body until the end of the world!) This verse instantaneously eliminated that fear. {**}]

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain endure.
The rust and the rain are sins
And I'm in like Flynn again

[While he was mortal; Now, sustained through eternity: A special curiosity which could only be assuaged through eavesdropping =P. He will still know how you are, and we all do hear his voice. We really do. //"in like flynn again", was a turn of phrase from Papa and Nana's generation!]

So go on place your order now cause some other time is right around the clock
You can stand in line. it finally begins just around the clock
You can have your pick if your stomach is sick whether you eat or not
And there is just one thing that I Never forgot

[Do everything you plan to do. "At times, life can seem stagnant, but from my perspective; it appears to conclude pretty darn quick!" //The day before he died, he shared the fact that he has had an eidetic memory throughout his entire life, all the way back to early childhood. I  get a kick out of that, because; So do I.]

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and in the rain so easy
These are the comforts that be

[He did everything to the summit of his potential; Which is to, "rust in the rain",  He spent himself wholly in the name of everything he loved, and believed.// Rivers signify the route of passage between life and afterlife "the rivers unwind in gold", is Wheresoever heaven is.


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You see well I'm feeling lucky oh well, maybe that's just me
You should be proud of me oh hell if you could only see
That we're gonna grow on up to be, ah yes
We are thick as thieves

[He is overjoyed to have made it to heaven. We would clap and cheer with pride for him if they could draw the curtain to display him in heavenly exuberance. //He and Nana always refer to their bond as "Thick as Thieves", so I think that's a special message to her, and to us, telling us that when we reunite: We will all feel as close, if not closer than we ever were.]

Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness
It's not falsified to say that I found god
Inevitably, well it still exists pale and fine I can't dismiss
And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pour over everything we say we trust
It happened again, I listened in thru hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind and the rust and the rain endure
(the rust and the rain endure. I'm sure.)


I am insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be insofar to know the measure of love isn't loss
Love will never ever be lost on me.
Love will never ever be lost on me.

[Unlike time; Love is not lost.// Intention implies profound affection. We weren't quite able to squeeze in that last fishing trip, but knowing that we genuinely desired to; Means just as much to him. He doesn't want any of us to allow our souls to be devoured by ravenous 'regret'. Let us abstain from the land of what could have been, and give praise for the blessed way it is.//Forgiveness// Allow esteem to nullify discord]

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1 Thessalonians 4:13-18

New International Version (NIV)


Believers Who Have Died

13 Brothers
and sisters, we do not want you to be uninformed about those who sleep
in death, so that you do not grieve like the rest of mankind, who have
no hope.
14 For
we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God
will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.
15 According
to the Lord’s word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are
left until the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who
have fallen asleep.
16 For
the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with
the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the
dead in Christ will rise first.
17 After
that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together
with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be
with the Lord forever.
18 Therefore encourage one another with these words.

Comments

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cold_wolf77
Dec. 4th, 2012 10:57 pm (UTC)
This song is very moving of my heart. It made me feel the way I did when my best friend died and it made me feel more content with his death. The song reminds me of the Bone Thugs song Crossroads; I heard that song after my cousin died and after that I felt better.
wrecktangle
Dec. 5th, 2012 06:48 am (UTC)
AWW! I had a "Crossroads" moment for Cassandra Harvey
cold_wolf77
Dec. 4th, 2012 11:43 pm (UTC)
I also tried reading it while listening it; Doing it that way is definitely less tedious than reading it before listening to it. Not saying that it's hard but it takes up more time than I would like.
wrecktangle
Dec. 5th, 2012 06:49 am (UTC)
kind of like smelling and tasting ;-P
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