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Dylan

I've been realizing how many oppertunities I have missed on having some really good friends, and I'm getting quite disgusted with myself. I don't know what set of boundaries I was trying to follow, like I could only be friends with someone who went to my school, or who I met through my own ventures. I missed out on being friend's with all my mom's friend's children. We never once invited eachother to one and other's birthday parties or anything, and that completely makes me sad now. I guess I shouldn't care, and move on with my life grabbing all the oppertunities that come up in the future, but it's hard.

This saturday we missed a party that was thrown in honour of Dylan going to the army. Dylan, my mom's best friend's son. I can't believe I missed that party. What if (God Forbid) I never see him again? What if the army life claims his body? I can't even think about it. I don't even know how the boy turned out. I didn't even get a chance to see him handsome and grown. Hopefully I will.

I just realized how much he means to me.

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