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Is she pretty?

Would I really tell you all of this, when our friendship motto is "some things are better left unsaid"

I asked you if she was pretty, yes I wanted to know, Yes it was important. Why was it so hard for you to answer me? I know you think i'm fat, and you called me beautiful once when I told you Matt did, and you were surprised that you never did. You still didn't say it. You said "i think you are" that sentance could have been finished any way you wanted to.

So what do you think of me? you gave me a 7. 7/10 that's a C, but better than 70%, that's good. who knows what you ment, all i know is that you told me that there were a lot of better looking people out there. I know i'm a fat ugly geek. But that doesn't change the fact that I love you. I love the hell out of you and i dont think i'm ever going to stop. you are the one who will never understand.

you think you can pinpoint my personality so well. The truth is that you don't know me and you never will. You are a great friend, but when it comes to certain things, I feel broken, tarnished, used, and left for dead. Like my beauty. I know damn well you don't think i'm beautiful. heh, I don't think i am either, maybe that has something to do with it.

But is she pretty? the girl probably already has something on me, just tell me, please, so i know how jeallous I have to be. GOD. I want to marry you. I want to live my life with you. I want to be the one that you're dying to come home to. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME TOO. but I never will get that, i am never that lucky. I AM NEVER THE ONE THAT HAS A HAPPY ENDING.

I WANT TO KILL THIS MOMENT!! I WANT TO KILL THIS FEELING!! I WANT TO KILL YOUR IGNORANCE!!! FUCK YOU!!!

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